Here is a reflection on Ecclesiastes 9:11 as it played out one night:
I rush, intending to be finished early—
wash the floor and vacuum,
fold up clothes and fix tomorrow’s lunch.
I’m hoping to have time to sit
out on the porch and read a bit.
All goes well until
it quickly doesn’t.
The sink is the first to balk;
the disposal chokes on a chunk of metal
dislodged from its innards.
Water spills into the space below,
soaking boxes and bottles and jugs,
a variety of oddities. Everything
needs to dry. A plumber
will have to come. Oh, boy.
Meanwhile, it’s started raining
I had left some stuff—a mask,
a paper napkin, and a music player—
on the car trunk. Soaked. Toss
the napkin, dry the mask,
will the music play?
The chair on the porch is wet as well.
No reading there tonight.
The shower curtain falls as,
too quickly, I snatch a towel
to absorb disordered water.
Swiftness does not win the race,
nor strength the fight or smarts the cash;
welcome time and chance
and watch tranquility dissolve.
Remember, Bob, that you are dust
and give to God your trust.
September 27, 2020 at 10:59 am
Ah…I can relate to those times in my life where my hopes and expectations are dashed beyond what I can control. This leads me to a place of humility (after I express my sense of powerlessness and frustration, of course) or to a place of cynicism where I learn to “not expect much”. The former is more faith-laden than the latter!
September 27, 2020 at 11:57 pm
I know that place of cynicism well, all too well. The former is not only more faith-laden, but also a lot more satisfying.
September 27, 2020 at 8:36 pm
Humility isn’t usually the first thing I sense in such situations! Always imagine I’m better prepared to deal with them than I actually am.
September 27, 2020 at 11:58 pm
A million things even when you are trying your best to avoid the million things…